The month of June has passed quickly; very uneventful, however quick. I know that I haven't been posting much lately & I don't really know why. I have been down in the dumps. I can totally relate to Eeyore, I feel like I have a dark cloud over my head. It feels like sometimes life just seems to be going on around me & nobody has really told me what is going on. I know that probabely sounds weird, but that's how I feel. I haven't been myself lately; I am so not motivated. I haven't wanted to do very much, and therefore my house is suffering from it. I haven't been very patient or fun with my kids, and I really want to, I'm just struggling right now. I have desperately got to pull myself up & out of this. I really need to get on a schedule, before school begins, or else we're going to be in trouble with getting Tess to school.
I think I have been questioning what I truly want in life. This life is the only chance that I get, so I've got to make it good, My kids are getting older & becoming a lot more independent, which don't get me wrong, I am really liking. But, now, what do I want for me. I know that might sound selfish, but, I have to get organized & sorted out in my head. I know that a lot of this thinking, is because I will be 36 in the fall & there is something very real about this age, I will be more in my late 30's & I don't know what I want when I grow up! You laugh, but it's the truth!
I do know that I want to be Happy! And right now, I'm really not feeling it, so maybe that's where I need to start!
I think that I"m going to be setting some long & short term goals. I will be posting those in the next couple of days. Here's to a better July!
I think I have been questioning what I truly want in life. This life is the only chance that I get, so I've got to make it good, My kids are getting older & becoming a lot more independent, which don't get me wrong, I am really liking. But, now, what do I want for me. I know that might sound selfish, but, I have to get organized & sorted out in my head. I know that a lot of this thinking, is because I will be 36 in the fall & there is something very real about this age, I will be more in my late 30's & I don't know what I want when I grow up! You laugh, but it's the truth!
I do know that I want to be Happy! And right now, I'm really not feeling it, so maybe that's where I need to start!
I think that I"m going to be setting some long & short term goals. I will be posting those in the next couple of days. Here's to a better July!
3 comments:
We all go through highs and lows in life. Thank goodness the lowso away. Don't be to hard on yourself. Count your blessings, and always remember to have a grateful heart. I am so proud of you and love you very much.
Not much of a house, for
not much of a donkey.
Hey lady! I just wanted to tell you that you are AMAZING and that I love you and respect and look up to you very much! I can totally relate to trying to figure out life (goals, what I want, etc. etc.). It will all come together. I really think it is completely common that people have moments of figuring out life! I just hope that you can remove the cloud from over your head soon! You deserve to be happy! Love you!!!!
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